14 September 2008, Suicide with crown of thorns, spilled a record amount of my blood onto the angel beneath me, photo to come, Sadistic Circus, Tokyo

18 April 2008, Suicide to knee, saying goodby to Amerika after 15 years, hanging upside down, bleeding out of my head, inside a rolling cage smashed with metal pipes by the audience, undisclosed location in downtown Los Angeles

31 December 2007, Suicide and sonique hooks/cage, New Years Ritual at Torture Garden, London

26 November 2007, Invocaton of Desires at Vanilla Gallery, Tokyo

30 October 2007, Double Sucide, Sonique, joint project with CoRE, at Hex, Los Angeles

15 September 2007, Sonique Suicide at Klinic, Amsterdam

May 2007, Private, Berlin

5 May 2007, Being painted with my own blood, A Symphony of Flesh, Garden Der Lueste, Berlin

31 December 2006, Okeepah to Knee, New Years Ritual with AMF/Core, Orbiz Nex, Oakland

2 Juni 2006,Sonique Knee, as part of “A Symphony of Flesh” (Promethea 006), Kit Kat Club Berlin

15 April 2006, Chest to knee with birdflu delivery, Essen, Germany

23 September 2005, Okeepah to Knee with Sound, Sinners Ball, San Francisco

18 June 2005 at Oakland, Ritual at Orbiz Nex
 

March 2005, Flying Demons at Fetish Evolution
 

December 12 2004, Sonique Lotus Suspension @ Area 51

December 03 2004, Sonique Knee-Chest Suspension @ Passive Arts, Los Angeles
 

March 2004, Sonic Suspension from a forklift in Berkeley

June 2004, Private Chest Suspension inside ruins of a burned down monastery on an island new Oslo

March 2004, Sonic Suspension in Los Angeles

December 2003, Sonic Knee Suspension in Le Mans, France

December 2003, Sonic Suspension, combined with multiple head/face piercing and headshaving, at the Dachgalley in Muenchen

November 2003, Sonic Suspension in Zuerich,

November 2003, Suspension as guest for Genitortures, Key Klub Los Angeles

October 2003, Suspension at the VBZ as part of the Blood Sun Rising Rituals, Long Beach

September 2003, Sonic Knee Suspension, Portland

September 2003, Sonic Suspension Ritual for "The Wicked" live broadcast in Downtown LA,
 

January 2003, Suspension as guest for Genitortures, Key Klub Los Angeles,

November 2002 Suicide with voice, San Diego

June 2002, Suspension at "Black Sun Dance: A Rite of Transformation" live ritual,

February 2002, Bleeding on my lovers ink, Suspension in Berkeley

Private Suspension February 2002

Suspension as part of the Pure Kaos against Total Kontrol Ritual at STIGMA Festival 29 & 30 NOV. 2001 

Private Suspension, October 2001